Pregnancy

I am so damn angry at people who have no problem whatsoever getting pregnant or who accidentally get pregnant. There are those of us who can't get pregnant, have tried for years and undergone expensive and painful procedures to try to get knocked up just like any stupid 15 year old can do without any problem. Now that I've looked into adopting I find that I can expect to pay at least 4,000 if not up to 40,000 for a child. Seriously??

What about the stupid teenager who gets knocked up because she's careless and then gets on state assistance and doesn't have to pay for any of the child's healthcare or food. Why does she deserve to have a child more than I do? And what is with stupid people trying to talk me out of adoption? "The state will just take away any child you really want." "You are going to spend so much money." "You will probably spend $30,000 just to end up with a handicapped child." "Are you sure your husband is ready for a kid?" "You'll need to get rid of some of your dogs."

What the hell is wrong with you people? And then lets say we do spend thousands of dollars in applications and fees for a kid. Then we have to go to training to learn how to be parents (which nobody that can get pregnant has to go to) and have to have an intrustive home study by a complete stranger who is going to ask about my marriage, my finances, details of my life that I wouldn't share with just anybody. And let's say that for whatever reason they deny my husband and me. Wouldn't that be wonderful. For God or Mother Nature or whoever to say "You can't have kids." and then for the adoption agency to say "You can't have kids." It's like who the hell are you to decide this? Why don't you go talk to every woman in the entire world and determine whether or not they can have sex and get pregnant? It's not fair and the hypocrisy is starting to dig in just a little too much.

Pregnancy 2

I get so mad when people talk to me about my decision to have kids, I know i have a career to take care of, but at the end, are you expecting some kind of benefit from me. If i decide to get pregnant 100 times is not your f**ing business!, it´s mine and my husbands problem. We aren´t living off the goverment, we work, pay our bills, both completed master´s degrees, so why do you care if we decide to get prenant every year!! mind your own life, stop drinking and getting high, stop expecting that i´ll support you, stop telling me to get operated, AAARRGGHH...