I am 14 but I am already completely angry about everything in this bloody country. I am tired of other teenagers who are such no hopers that the best they can do is to get drunk and have sex as early as possible and to go and work in burger king. I am angry at the bloody biased media I am angry at the way people who detain criminals who attack them are themselves sued by the criminals I am tired of the people who can't see beyond the end of their nose I am angry at a world where anybody different is free game I am tired of people who think that they are incapable of being wrong, I am tired of successive governments who lie through their teeth are corrupt and continually degrade public services and who beat about the bush I am angry at the conservatives who criticize labour for struggling to sort out a mess left by the conservatives I am angry at the way companies mess the unions around at unions who head butt every problem that they face I am angry at a social service where if you go to correct an error your benefits are cut off I am angry at a country where everyone wants to know your personnel business and at government and bank staff who are so idiotic that they are worse than computers I am angry at sales people who don't know the stock I am angry at people who blame computers and I am angry at programmers who write programs that aren't applicable to 50% of the population. I am pleased with this brilliant website however which has saved me from insanity.
I'm beginning to fucking hate this Millennium, even though it started over four years ago. Why? You ask. Well, we have rabid censorship running amok on the radio and network television making the very same decisions that some dumb-assed parents should make themselves! The 21st century sucks because our job market is deep in the shitter, unemployment is on the rise while the rest(myself included) have dispicable low-wage jobs serving crazy-ass losers at some Supermarket, Wal-Mart or some theme restaurant! Just what we fucking need to face those $2.50 a gallon gas prices! Everyone yaks into their cellphone while they're driving like an idiot, while pissing off every motorist around them. The fashion industry has become even more "re-god-damn-diclous" with those slutty low-rider jeans and that shirt that has only one sholder strap! I hate this decade for it's endless variety of sexist,racist,crude(sometimes quasi-fascist)dehumanizing reality shows that fill the prime-time schedule. Are they cesored by the FCC? No. How many whores, assholes, stereotypes, evil sista's and stupid motherfuckers can I take? And don't get me started on these "Low-Carb Health Nazis" and this alternative healthy menus at Mc D's ARRRGGHHHH! I hate this Millennium mostly beacuse of the news media has mutated into a bitchy,bullshit, opinionated reality show-type popularity contest complete with psuedo-journalist (who gives a shit if they're Conservate/Liberal)"Himbos" and "Bimbos" that lie to us on a daily basis. I'm pissed beacuse the Music industry with all of their infinite wisdom(while having whale shit-for-brains) has no yet discovered why sales are down simply beacuse newer music is bland, tasteless, and it's processed by corporate labels. Oh, this millennium definitely sucks mainly because of "W" and our government. Both lied to us on numerous occassions on Iraq, 9/11, Social security crises, not mention reviving the draft...behind closed doors of course! Yeah, more young people to be put through the meat grinder to become homeless at the end of the war or limbless cripples! That's a wonderful fucking idea. Not! It has been a lovely couple or years complete with a devastating tsunami. So far from what I've seen and heard and experienced, this has and will be one fucked-up, schuked-up, overpriced, and mismanaged bullshit excuse for a decade. If you aren't angry at the shit that's been happening the world over and in America since the inception of this millennium you are one stupid son-of-a-bitch who isn't paying attention!
I'm bloody pissed off with everything, i hate myself because of it. Can't people mind their own business, and stop throwing judgement about other people. "Damn, he's ugly", "Good Lord, you're skinny, butt ugly, and you think girls will fall for you, grow up", there's some of the judgement people's throw at me. I'm sick and tired with this sort of people who knows absolute nothing about me, and yet they have the nerve to put a judgement to me. Girls especially, yes, i know i'm physically ugly, but please, next time, try to know me better before throwing such tantrums or baseless drivels on me. God, i hate these people. Wish you all the worst of luck, and may God have pity on you.
I am just pissed off at everything right now. I just want to go to bed and cover my head and be left alone in my misery. I wish I had a good supply of drugs, but I don’t, so I must suffer this madness sober. Oh well I hate the world, it sucks ass.
Why am I so damned angry? I'll tell you why, it's because these past two weeks have been some of the shittiest two weeks of my life. So, to start it off, half of my friends leave to go to Paraguay to build schoolrooms for the children there, this is something I would have killed to do. and the only reason why I didn't go, is because my parents didn't want to spend the money, right after they bought my older sister a $4000 racing bike she never uses. next, the robotics group I'm in is filled with so many fucking incompetent slack-jawed morons, that we don't get to go to the competition (something else I would have killed to do). also, in my engineering class, my teacher paired me up with the stupidest fucking partner in the entire class, and the only thing he manages to do is piss me off and get in my way. and, I'm staying up all night going through major anxiety attacks in order to finish a 5 page paper for my AP calculus class, and I'm so fucking tired, I can barely do the math correctly. and, if this weren't enough, I only got to see my girlfriend once in these past two weeks, and that one day was spent listening to her and her mother have the biggest shouting match on the planet, then watching shitty movies with her horrid grandfather while she does SAT practice. oh, and to make up for it, she promised she would be at my house afterschool before my parents got home so we could do some couple things alone. but, to end the week off on a 'good' note, it turns out that she changed her mind, and will be spending the ENTIRE day at my friends house, for reasons I don't know, and she won't explain. that's why I'm so GODDAM PISSED OFF
I accidentally doubled up on my anti depressants and everything makes me angry now! It'll ware off by morning but I want everyone and everything to go the hell away and the only person I actually want to talk to/see is busy at work and can't return my txts but even though I know it's not personal I'm still angry that he isn't responding!
BEcause everything today is so god damn annoying, its put me in
a totally hidious mood, and theres nothing I can do about it because everything
fails so epically..... soooooooooooo sooooooooooooo epically, what is the issue
with rent and houses and everything, and oh my god I think I want to die, I
genunly am going as mad as the mad hatter. Meh hahahahahahahahahahahah ugh gah
grrrrrrrrrrrrupm grump grump grump grump :-( :-(
going to wallow in self pitty for several hours and be discontent with
everything. Everything. oh and by the way Job market, sort yourself out PLEASE
please please, I need a job and I am highly Qualified, sometimes even more than
people that wok even for you, its just no one needs any body at the moment cos
their all so damn pooor P.O.O.R. .... maybe I should start working for the sex
trade, I'm sure a pimp would be very understanding. Hmmm.
I have no idea why I am so fucking angry,it bubbles to the surface,simmers down and bubbles up again ALL throughout the day,every fucking day.I feel like I want to explode.It's like having constant pmt!My husband treads on eggshells and I'm constantly at the end of my tether with my 4 year old and trying desperately not to keep loosing my cool,snapping,telling off.Can't pinpoint it it's a bit of 1001 things that keep piling on top of me and I can't seem to manage the most simplest of things without wanting to absolutely explode ie....the dinner,tidying up,getting washed and dressed,finding my keys,the noise of the tele!! what the fuck is wrong with me?
I dont know!!! I jus wanna fuk the wrld till i break it!! N thn watch it try n get to its feet n jus as its abwt 2 smash a slegde hammer across it n completely re-arrange it!!!!! And the saddest part is i'm not even an angry person!!!
Everything just feels like it's falling apart. I go by thinking that everything is fine, that I've outgrown all of these stupid fucking feelings and that I'm happy, that I'll make something of myself and that the future with be perfect, but then I'm thrust back into this fucking pit of futility with no warning. Really, what's the point? People go on about how amazing life gets, how many opportunities there are, but what is there behind that? God? Fuck that. If he exists he's a bastard.
I just feel empty. Drained. I know that it's stupid, that my life is relatively okay, but I can't stomach it any more. I can't go on playing up to the bullshit standards of success, drowning in a void of anti-intellectualism and playing along with the rampant fucking materialistic optimism whilst pretending that I love it. Everything just feels like a joke, except it really isn't funny any more. I feel like I'm the only one not laughing, the only one who hasn't gotten it. I hate myself because of that.
The worst thing? I'll wake up tomorrow morning and I'll pretend everything is hunky fucking dory, I'll say that all of this shit was probably just caused by fucking hormones and the whole cycle with start all over again. Build myself up just to come crashing down.
Gods, I want to die right now. I want to die, and I want it to be really, really painful, but really short. I want to feel like every single cell is on fire, like someone has poured fucking acid into my veins and I'm about to explode, I want my head to throb until all I can hear is alarm bells, until my vision gets hazy and I start hallucinating, I want to fucking beg to be put out of my misery for just a few seconds before I'm gone. I want to feel completely alive for a moment, just to have it snatched away. A test, maybe, of endurance. A test I know I'm going to fail.
Maybe one day in the future everything will be perfect and I'll look back at this and laugh. Maybe I'll hate myself because of that. Just fuck this. It's all worthless.
I'm pissed off at my computer.I'm pissed off at school and everything that crawls out of it's bunghole and onto my desk and calls itself 'homework' .I'm pissed at my girlfriend ,who thtinks it's sooo fucking hilarious to play mind games with me. And I'm pissed at EVERYTHING IN THIS GODDAMN MARBLE we call a PLANET that gets me just the slightest agitated.
If I could, I would destroy every particle of this earth. Then, while I'm standing on the last chunk of rock that was the Earth, I'd pull a 'dramatic action movie ending' and plug the last bullet into my skull.
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