The Webmaster finally took care of the refinancing of his home.

Still nothing on a new job.

Gotta go

Stay Angry!

Stay Angry!

Who i am-

1. Junkie

2. Jobless

3. Alone, friendless

4. No love life

5. No motivation, or drive

6. depressed and mentally damaged

7. on the verge of not having a home

8. Life at home is a living hell

9. parents are in a horrific marriage with a horrific son (me)

10. frustration because i know that nothing will ever get better

i threw it away and its near impossible because i dont have any strength in mysself

iI FUCKED UP BAD, REAL BAD, when in life all aspects are fucked it truly is better of dead...so for me i hope not to see another day (even if i wished it could have been different)

Next, there's my mom. Again, she's also alright but she can get REALLY fucking annoying when I least need it! She'll always ask for a glass of water or some stupid item. But the nail that seals the fucking coffin is that I'm typically upstairs while my mom is like 6 meters away from the thing! Are you fucking serious?! I don't know if this is by pure coincidence or not, but she ALWAYS just happens to need some tedious thing done or insignificant object brought to her right when I put on my headphones or open up a web browser! It just pisses me off so fucking much!!

Lastly, my dad who, again, is pretty cool most of the time. But he's an absolute neat-freak! If he comes home then may God himself forbid that there's a single crumb on the counter top or a single fingerprint on the fridge or whatever! If you are unfortunate enough to have this happen, he'll go on and on about habits and cleanliness and other annoying bullshit for five times longer than it actually would take to just clean up the goddamned crumbs!

Lastly, my xbox which I've had for 3 and a half years recently broke down on me. So I was kind of pissed about that (another rant for another day). This wouldn't be as much of a problem had anybody actually given a frosted fuck about my situation! But when my mom's phone stops working, I HAVE to go out of my way to fix it or try to help her fix it!!

Although they are a loving family, they are still a pain in the ass sometimes. But fuck it, I guess that's life for ya. Peace out for now. Feels good to vent a little.

I'm an anglophone. Every Single Fucking Job in this city has a requirement for Speak/Read/Write French....Well fuck you! I know that if there is no one french who applies I'll get the job, but holy fuck, this entire town is French...How fair is that? I mean, we're in fucking Ontario, and French comes first on the signs in the Northern-Ontario-Nowhere-Near-Quebec-Town...You're hard-up to find a fuckin pure Anglophone here or a building that don't offer service in French first.

Stop your fucking preferential hiring practices and realize that we are primarily an ENGLISH province, and we deal primarily with anglophones...Fuck nothing pisses me off more than every motherfucking job requiring french.

I passed the provincial, I'm fucking qualified, I don't need to learn the minority language in a fucking English province.

1. When have you taught a proper lesson? I'd say never, since all you do is say to read the textbook and outline it. Never mind the textbook is a shoddy piece of work and has only half the answers to check over but those "lessons" you gave are no longer than 5 minutes, and all it involves is explaining a problem that you claim will be on the examination (but won't), and even that isn't explained properly.

2. Don't think you're a good teacher just because you're obligated to offer help sessions. Here's a pattern that should raise concern. If a lot of the 130 students you teach have to go to a help session, they're not the problem. That's just inefficient teaching. A help session should be for those who need the help. If 40 people need help all in that 45 minute block of time, you're doing something wrong.

3. You are not a terrorist. Stop making so many threats to the classmates to dock points or send nasty emails to parents just because it's incompatible with your despotic rule, because even if it scares the souls out of the students, it only shows that you act on your feelings rather than that syllabus that you assigned. (The school environment is supposed to be "egalitarian", but apparently, you'll be damned if you cannot impose double standards.)

4. Your pregnancy is no excuse to avoid teaching. Say your excuses, but if you are in no condition to work because of your future spawn is dormant in your womb, take maternity leave.

5. Hostility only begets more hostility, but not here! All the students are too scared to act against your hostile attitude to your students. A student has little to no power in the school justice system. (Like most other schools, disciplinary hearings are rigged just like the vice admiralty courts in the distant past.) Schools take these things seriously, so don't start threatening detentions and suspensions just because you don't like the tone of a student's voice. Your tone of voice isn't any better.

Thank you for allowing me to blow off some steam. After a while, one stops yelling when you notice you're no better than the teacher if you do. I hate you for killing my educational opportunities, emotional well being, and health while I slave away with all that bullshit you give. Now Mrs. "Almighty Teacher", get stuffed. I'm moving on to online classes.

But before you go thinking that I'm one of those born-skinny people who can't grasp the concept of not fitting into a size 3, you should know that for most of my childhood and teen years I was the fat girl. About 60 lbs overweight, when I turned 18 I decided that I'd had enough.

I lost the weight and then some, I went from ugly duckling to swan, and voila! All the people who had treated me like shit in high school suddenly want to be my best friend. Not even kidding, I have guys who used to throw water bottles at my head and call me a freak asking me out.

I should be happy that I was able to change right? And I am, BUT honestly I shouldn't have felt the need to. This society is so judgmental based on appearances, as though nothing else matters (well, except money which cancels out any other flaws you have)

No one should be made to feel like they are a have-not just because they don't have anorexia abs like Olivia Wilde or legs with a gap between them the size of California. I honestly cannot believe the change in the way people treat me compared to when I was overweight, and some of these people are strangers.
WHY DO I DESERVE YOUR KINDNESS MORE WHEN I'M THIN?

I'm in a band with four guys and all I fucking hear about is how hot this bitch is, how ugly that bitch is, how fat some girl's ass is blah blah blah. Unfortunately, that is how guys talk about women. It's enough to make you want to become a hermit and live in the woods where society's skewed vision can't touch you.

Honest to god, I wish everyone on the planet was blind. Maybe then we wouldn't have this problem.

Knowing humanity though, we'd start judging people based on the timbre and tone of their voices. Ugh.

If I could, I would chuck my cellphone, ditch my computer, abandon my house and live in some forest where no one would ever find me. If you ask me, everyone should have stayed where they were country-wise. Europeans were so trigger-happy they came and shot up every place they landed on, fucking Great Britain trying to organize and file every other continent and country.

If I had a time machine I'd stop them from invading, stop American colonists from tricking and massacring and then eternally screwing over Native Americans, and most importantly make it so that money never existed. Why the hell can't we live with nature, are we all such pussies now that a night in the woods would kill us?

When I go for a walk in the forest and I'm feeling all calm and peaceful, then I come out the other end of the trail and see a gas station or a road I think to myself "Ugh, civilization." The entire planet is so fucked it's ridiculous.

All I want is for animals to be able to live and thrive, and for people to be at the bottom of the food chain where we belong.

I was so frustrated with Windows machines that I finally started researching Macs and eventually bought my iMac. I was told that 'Macs don't get viruses' because the OS is so secure, being based on Unix and all.

Well, I finally have to say that after four years of using a Mac that I bought brand new, that Macs are nothing less than pure garbage.

WAAAAY overpriced. One delayed reaction after another. How much time out of my life do you people really think I'm willing to watch slip away as I WAIT, and WAIT, and WAIT for that Goddamned spinning beachball/pinwheel to stop fucking around? I honestly don't have time for this shit.

The little bouncing icons in the dock. The spinning pinwheel. The wristwatch. All stupid little gimmicks designed to distract the customer from the fact that Apple is SOOOOO obsessed with doing whatever the fuck it keeps trying to do in the background, that it can't, for a moment' be bothered by the direct commands that the customer...the OWNER...inputs to it.

I don't WANT a computer that thinks for itself. I want a computer that does ONLY what I tell it, EXACTLY *WHEN* I tell it, and NOTHING, and I mean *NOTHING* else.

I will NEVER recommend an Apple product to ANYONE EVER> I also, UNFORTUNATELY, own an iPhone, and its performance is not much better. Steve Jobs was a completely anal-retentive control freak who screwed his company by insisting on being the way that he was. Microsoft went on to dominate the world's market for computing because Steve Jobs couldn't get his head out of his ass, not even for ONE second.

If I had been forced to use a mac at my last job, I would have been fired for taking so damned long to get anything done for perpetually waiting on a mac do actually DO anything. This thing is nothing more than a BOAT ANCHOR.

I certainly hope Apple looks back on how badly Steve Jobs' ego has screwed the company, and chooses to redesign the OS to be efficient, and not a resource hogging, time-wasting piece of junk.

There's good reason most businesses don't use Macs. It's because they SUCK. HARD>

I want my money back in the worst way. You people have no fucking idea how to design an operating system.

And don't give me any crap about how 'it wasn't you (personally) who wrote the code, etc, blah. blah, blah. You fucking WORK for them; you represent them. You are ONE of them, and therefore just as Goddamned guilty of screwing the masses with the insane over-hyping and severe and tragic let-down that is Apple.

Yes; I do feel better, actually.

I'll never buy another Apple product, and will forever talk about what PURE OVERPRICED CRAP they are.

Have a nice day, losers.

All I learned after a year of 30 meetings in 30 days crap, etc.was that my "sponsor" couldn't give a crap about me. She would tell me that God always takes things away when I told her I had met someone. She found every opportunity to knock me down-like a bad sales person trying to keep me coming back. She kept not answering my calls and I stopped calling. Then she tried to put a guilt trip on me and finally called me after two weeks of blowing me off. I said screw her, screw sponsors, screw the assholes in AA who did nothing but make me feel uncomfortable and like an outsider next to the long timers.

The long timers do control the meetings like a cult and if they cannot brainwash you they want nothing to do with you. What helped me was learning the lesson that these people didn't give a fuck about me and were competitive about their "sobriety". It is the same bullshit you can get in the real world. For me I realized that AA is kind of a sham and these people don't know you(even though they act like they do) and care about your success less than healthy people on the outside. Why do you have to keep going forever?

Being around these people was enough to keep me healthy enough to stay the hell away from that place!!!

Every time I have to work with one or see them on the street (and they are easy to spot with their arrogance beaming around them) I just cannot believe what whiny, helpless pieces of shit they are. They always create abusive work environments that mostly entail ripping customers and other employees off for their own benefit. They steal your ideas and make them your own all the time.

What gets me the most is that they continuously fail to see why gen x and gen y hate them so much. They are too stupid to even understand that. They have no morals amd will literally do anything to get ahead. All they care about is money-that is why they are such wimps. America is shit now because of the sociopathic society they created about ME, ME, ME!!! I can't wait until they are too old to drag their fat asses to work anymore and things can finally begin to feel normal.

Our generations after will be working so damn hard to try to fill this country with some shread of morals again. It will be hard but we are not as dumb and lazy as the boomers so I guess that is why God created us. To fix all their shit!!!

The games themselves are shallow. Many of them are just copies of games that are also on popular flash gaming websites, so I can just go there for better collections of games, rating system, and a community that actually likes games.

The games sometimes compare themselves to higher budget games, but take away everything that made them fun. They tell you exactly what to do and won't let you do anything else you might want to do. They explain how to do the most basic shit with giant bright text like we are dumbasses.

To be fair, I do like the social aspect of playing with other people. Too bad Facebook game developers have a shitty design blueprint for all their games. The only Facebook game I kind of like is this Texas Hold Em game I can play with strangers. Too bad I suck at it though! Haha!

Mrs. Webmaster hasn't called this week, but considering her mom's condition, this isn't surprising.

And now, it's time for the taxes to be done. :P

Never in my life have I seen such a wanton and reckless abuse of statistics and so-called decision science by statistician wanna-be types that, at best, have an MBA or a four-year degree in some completely non-analytical, non-mathematical discipline.

Talk about not knowing your head from your ass, these folks will sit around all day and clamor about how to do a chi-square test in Excel (because they're too inept to use real statistics packages), not ignorant of how to do it but, more importantly, admitting they don't really know what it actually tells them either.

What's worse than that, they will talk about hypothesis tests and significance all day long without knowing of any relationship between them, much less what they individually mean on their own. Ask any Six Sigma practitioner what statistical significance means, I guarantee you the answer will be something superficial about the mechanics of the test, not the meaning of significance. That will illustrate for you the staggering ignorance of someone who uses a tool they don't understand for reasons they don't comprehend.

It's the same with just about everything they do, and is on par with giving children a pair of scissors to run around with. I've actually watched a gaggle of these idiots standing around with their leadership, talking about how they can baffle someone with bullshit by throwing out terms like "nonparametric" because it would "sound technical" or some such nonsense. This is seriously how they operate.

The worst I've ever seen was this pathetic fucking slob of a master black belt. This person couldn't explain a t-test to save their life, had no idea what a degree of freedom was or what it was or why it was important and yet they were TEACHING other practitioners and helping them to get certified.

Little wonder then that people have no respect for these assholes. They are the most fake and superficial people I have ever met in our company and are some of the most obscenely paid for what they do. Our company, and many others, pay these fucking hacks far more than they pay actual statisticians with REAL degrees!

And what do you get for that money? You get some overpaid, uneducated, unskilled prick that doesn't know jack shit, mucking with the company's data and "finding efficiencies" using the wrong techniques in the wrong way to reach absolutely unrealistic conclusions. The sad part is that this shit impacts people's jobs all the time and these schemes are responsible for a good share of the layoffs and "re-engineering" that goes on in big companies. If you lost your job in the name of efficiency and exploiting synergies, you can best your ass it was a Six Sigma practitioner somewhere in the mix.

I absolutely loath these ignorant bastards and just being near them is enough to make me want to wretch. Six Sigma is complete and utter bullshit to begin with, and when you couple it with the brain donors that end up practicing in the workforce, you have a real recipe for disaster and abuse of statistics. Everyone of them should be ashamed of themselves and deserves to be thrown to the fucking curb.

At this point though? Not so much. The last few times it's been nothing but delay after delay, malfunction after malfunction. They cannot keep their trains on time no matter how many of them they have or how good the weather is. You'd think that in the 21st century, we'd have something as basic as rail service within our command, optimized and running like a well-oiled machine, but you'd be horribly wrong if you were talking about DSB.

These absolute fucking idiots actually spent BILLIONS of dollars on new trains recently, sourced from Italy (but probably full of parts from China) which it turns out cannot run worth of shit. The 20+ year old trains they had? Those work just fine. The new pieces of shit? It's been such a spectacular failure that they've had brake failures which almost caused collisions. No, not just a one off, but repeatedly. The toilets don't work properly, the A/C doesn't work properly, the computers have issues, the engines don't work properly, the electrical system has issues related to the temperature, you name it, there's a fucking problem.

And no, I'm not exaggerating either. It's been covered in Scandinavian tabloids and major news rags for many months since it began and the company is hemorrhaging money, so this doesn't help. They've given a staggering number of refunds to people, myself included, because of their colossal and repeated fuck ups and inability to get people from point A to point B without delays, trains breaking down, near-collisions or God only knows what else.

What's worse, DSB is actually trying to get out of their contract with these pieces of shit in Italy and to give back these fucking trains that don't work. I hope to God they work something out and get rid of them, or I'm going to just start taking road transport instead. It costs more, surely, but what is your choice? Save a few bucks and miss your non-refundable flight at the airport when the shit breaks down or gets you maimed in a wreck? No thanks.

Fuck you DSB, you completely and utterly helpless pieces of shit. You've run the fucking company into the ground and turned rail transport in Scandinavia into a fucking joke. I used to love riding the rails, now it's almost as bad as the airlines thanks to you assholes.

Oh and another big FUCK YOU for getting rid of your puppet/mascot 'Harry', which was the coolest signature character ever and whose merchandise and TV commercials were witty and funny. One less reason to ride the rails with DSB (as if anyone needed another reason).

Why can't he just not take it? He doesn't comprehend how he acts on it. I'm also mad at the person who gives it to him. I WISH THAT PERSON WOULD STOP IT.

I initiated a talk about why is he being this way. I wrote him a list with all the things bothered me, gave him a few days to think about it and then talk. Well I was busy on that afternoon when we were suppose to talk, so I told him to meet up a day earlier. Well, I got over to his place, sat down, and was waiting for him to start talking. I was waiting for him to respond to all the things they bothered me. You know, what he said first? He went like, oh, well, you know I thought we were gonna meet up tomorrow, so I haven't really thought through anything yet. I was speechless. When you're in a relationship and you're trying to sort out some important stuff ( well important to me), and then your partner has this attutide. I wanted to shout, but I didn't. I should have gotten up and leave, but I couldn't. I just sat there, this was the most awkward conversation ever! With loads of pauses. Basically he couldn't come up with anything. He kept repeating that this is just the way he is. I asked him why does he like me? He said because of my blue eyes and because I'm attractive. He actually said that. I mean what kinda person says stuff like these?? How could I be so blind? How can someone act so cold, so emotionless? I cannot believe I ever thought that this could work out. He is such a dick! Now my only problem is that I'm stuck with him at uni for another 2 years. He wants to be friends. I just hate him for not even saying sorry for his behavior. Just apologise for being such a heartless person! I deserve an apology at least!

If you have a good job, she complains that you are too busy for her. If you don't have a good job, she complains that she is stressed out because of finances.

Basically, there is always a reason why everything is your fault and why you are not taking care of her well enough. There is no way to win.

It's a double standard that you can't win and you can't fight. She will win every time, because the truth is, you care about her way more than she cares about you. You are her servant and slave, even though she complains that she is yours.

On the job search front, the Webmaster had another phone screen. This was last Thursday so he isn't expecting to hear back until at least the middle of this week. Of course, the Webmaster doesn't expect to hear back at all. :(

Mrs. Webmaster called from China to say she was fine and to wish a happy birthday to her husband. Unfortunately, she is still suffering a bit of jetlag and called a day early. (Well it was the correct day in China!) Mrs. Webmaster's mother is really bad. Mrs. Webmaster will be spending the next 4 months there since this will probably be the last chance for her to be with her mother.

The Webmaster's refinancing of the Primary Dwelling is all but stopped. The closing was supposed to be two weeks ago, but thanks to Chase, the paperwork was all screwed up. The Webmaster finally did something he has never had to do before. He asked to speak with a supervisor. It looks like the issue has been taken care of and we all hope this gets done soon. The last thing the Webmaster wants to do is call in a lawyer.

Oh, as of this posting, the New England Patriots beat Baltimore!! HAH!

Until next time....

Stay Angry!!

These stupid ''May Contain Nuts'' labels are on everything! 'What the fuck am I supposed to fucking eat? It might aswell say ''Haha you can't eat this because we are not going to tell you if it has nuts in it or not''. I wish at least my allergy was harmless, none of this life threatening shit. I think I am going to waste away at this rate with the lack of suitable foods to eat. Damn you crappy nut allergy and useless food manufacturers.

Stop peddling the 'fat and fit' bullshit. Stop saying 'real men like curves'. And don't ever, EVER think for a nano-second that my self-esteem is so low I'd actually stoop low enough to fuck you. I'd jerk myself off with a hand full of tacks before touching your greasy, shitty, cottage-cheese filled ass.

How's that for PC?

At my school they pay between $12,400-32,000 of mommy and daddy's money to be in a frat for four years- more if they stay an extra year. This is fucking ridiculous. Even if my parents had that much money for me to pay for making friends I would never be audacious enough to do so, although based on the ones I've met their parents probably didn't notice the money was gone. My roommate's family owns Britannica and this other bitch I know lives in a state heritage site. That's probably how they can all afford their slutty Gucci dresses they'll only wear once or their overpriced Vans. And then they have the nerve to ask people why they shop at Old Navy. We can't all be born millionaires but I guess that's really hard for a lot of them to grasp.

Worse than their obsession with money is their obsession with networking. It's all that matters to them. Of course it's relevant to any healthy life and crucial for work but to them it's everything. They have to meet EVERYONE (even if only to talk shit on them) and they feel like their personalities will get them through life. Too bad their personalities are faker than their blond weaves. There's always this mentality of social climbing and they would totally stab their best friend just to get a VIP pass to a Brett Michaels concert or something equally worthless.

Lastly I just CANNOT handle how arrogant they are. "Work hard, play harder" is a nice idea in theory but I hardly think that getting drunk four nights a week and majoring in communications qualifies. Putting a shit ton of make up on does not make you pretty, working out nonstop will not make your face pretty, being ripped will not make you any less of a tool. You didn't earn anything, it was all handed to you on a silver plate. Your daddy went to Harvard and you're stuck at this B-List university acting like some hot shit, bitch you are a failure and need to accept that.

It would be so relieving if the Greek community realized the world did not revolve around them but as long as they have all the money aka alumni donors I doubt that will change. Bros and Sorostitutes can go fuck themselves and I hope they all catch each others' herpes.

pyjamas. What? Is it too much work to get dressed you lazy fucktards?! From the look of those flip-flops (which are pool shoes by the way) I guess so!

Being a vegan is not a fucking religion, okay? Don't fucking criticize me because I love bacon. If you want to do that, then just fuck off and go watch some more vegetable porn, you evil piles of shitty fucking filth. Humans have been eating meat ever since they fucking started out, until you fucktards came along because apparently the animals suffer a slow and painless death. Ahahahah - no. No, no they don't. I love how you post videos of slaughterhouse footage with 'poor conditions' and 'mindless painful beating'.

It almost leads me to believe that vegan is a cult, because it's as if you just want to recruit more and more people for your worthless piece of shit. Go fuck a tree and jump off the nearest bridge into a pit of spikes, you sheep raping mother fucking child touching dick eating ass licking baby shitting FAILURE!

The blog is not dark, however there is an announcement on it.

Thank you

Mrs. Webmaster is back in China taking care of her mother. The Webmaster is absolutely miserable of course.

On the job front, still nothing. A recruiter would like to meet him, so he might take a day from work. However he has dealt with people from this place in the past, (Headhunters), and they were pretty much useless. On the plus side, the Webmaster got some "graft" from a vendor, 4 pounds of very tasty Kansas City steaks! YUM YUM YUM!!!

Ah well, until next time,

Stay Angry!

Wonder why everyone hates fat people? Well, there you go. You can quit lying to yourself and you can stop hanging around yahoo answers, begging strangers to tell you you're not fat. Because you are. And you'll stay that way until you get off your lardy ass and start either eating right, or exercising.

/rant.

lol that felt really good. :)

If I could, I would destroy every particle of this earth. Then, while I'm standing on the last chunk of rock that was the Earth, I'd pull a 'dramatic action movie ending' and plug the last bullet into my skull.

The Webmaster will also be getting his review at his Real World Job. As usual, he isn't thrilled. He still has no word on his future, but since Mrs. Webmaster will be gone, he will no doubt lose his job. This has happened every time since she came to America with one exception.

Speaking of which, no news on the job front. Companies aren't hiring, thanks to Obama, and the jobs he does see are either for short term contracts or they want a ridiculous amount of skills and certifications. They also are offering stupidly low compensation levels. If the Webmaster, or anyone else went for the levels of training and certifications these nitwit IT managers and HR people want, it could cost over $500,000. A person, if very good and timing it correctly, could do all these classes and tests in a year. It takes less to train a brain surgeon!

Getting back to the election, Tuesday is Primary day. The Webmaster lives in New Hampshire and will be voting in the primary. He hasn't decided yet who he is going to vote for, but he does no who he is going to vote against *cough* Romney, Paul *cough*

For those who visit our blog, you will see links to Hot Air. The Webmaster found out that Blogger Ed Morrissey was visiting the Webmasters home town. He was annoyed that he didn't know, otherwise he woujld have gone over and gently prodded him about supporting Mittens Obamney. ;)

Oh Well...

Until next time

Stay Angry!

I’ll bite (against my judgment to just ignore it). Me…“Yea, why?”.

Friend…“Oh I need to stop by and pick something up from them. I’ll text you when I get there”.

They show up and I ended up helping them out just to play nice (couldn’t find the person the wanted, so I flew by the seat of my pants and somehow we got what they needed). Then I go right back to being ignored. So. I’ve had it. I’m done playing nice. I’m done asking for help that I’ll never get. I’m done inviting them to important events in my life I’d like them to be a part of (my martial arts tests being one). “Yea, I think I can, see you then”. Then never showing up. FUCKIN DONE. So, they’ve both lost a good friend for their stupid actions the last few weeks. There’s more but I’ll stop now before my blood boils over more than it is. So readers…if you’re thinking I’m feeling sorry for myself, self centered and it’s all about me etc…Sorry, but that’s not it. Go through the absolute worst year of your life, go into severe depression so bad you wanna kill yourself but are too chicken, deal with everything I’ve had on my plate (and no, above doesn’t even cover it). I can’t even make up the stupid year I had in 2011. So much that I wanna just curl up and never wake up again.

To make matters worse, there's another girl who recently asked me to go on a date. I can't believe that a GIRL asked a GUY(Me!) out on a date. That takes some guts on her part. So I felt like a disgusting wretch for letting her down on it.

It doesn't stop at that... There's this other girl who I've known through school since a few years ago. One time there was a rumor spread about my liking her. It was even more frustrating because I didn't, yet it was too believable to be untrue. So now, this girl is in classes with me, and I have seen her looking at me. She does this, and yet never begins a conversation with me. Not for anything. So I'm worried that there's something wrong, and I can't clear it up because it seems like she's scared of talking to me ever since that one year of school.

GEES. Am I a total wuss-out for saying this? Don't care. I've always taken the nice guy route, and I intend to stick to it. I'm always conscious of my appearance and behavior around girls. I play it safe, I keep a smile on my face, and I help a lady in need. Regardless, I never come out on top because of my own innate retardation. Perhaps one of these days -if I can find the audacity- I'll stop being such a twat and have nerve enough to do something.

GAH- Rant complete. Time to walk the lump I call a dog.

When she's not being a psycho bitch she's sulking or whining about her home life. She refuses to tell me anything, she only sits on her corner of the lunch table, silent. I can't help if I don't know what's going on. I'd probably be sympathetic if I knew what was going on, but knowing her, it's probably something miniscule. I've known her to complain about demonic possession and crying over a crease in a project, etc.

Sometimes she hints at suicide and I've come to the point where I'd rather encourage her than try and save her, so I just don't say anything.

I'm a terrible person, I guess. But I really just want to live life without her being so damn AnNOyiNg.

The Angry Systems Administrator posted a long entry dealing with our monthly stats and the back end things. He also mentioned that we have been online for 14 years. Yes, it's been 14 years since the Angry Webmaster registered Angry.net and activated the site. He also noted the Webmaster's rather fruitless job search.

He wants to move on while he can rather then wait for the axe to fall and who can blame him? He's been seeing a lot of contract work but nothing permanent. While he has done contract work in the past, he doesn't like it and would rather have a long term permanent job with good potential for learning new things and growth. Sort of like where he was at before the company was sold and the buyer began shutting down the old company. :(

Mrs. Webmaster will be heading back to China for 4 months. The Webmaster will be very unhappy of course. January 9^th until May 2^nd? Yes he will be miserable.

Oh well, until next time...

Stay Angry!

Whenever we buy food for the family he eats all of it. He can't do anything for himself because he's so fucking lazy. He even gets his mum out of bed to put his bread in the toaster, and his mum, who i'm also angry at, does it. He is going to have some serious problems when he goes out into the real world and people tell him to go fuck himself when he expects them to slave around him. That's if he ever does get his fat hamburger ass out into the real world because his mother seems intent on pampering and keeping him lazy and childlike. He's been pampered that much, that he's like a 10 year old. Can't think for himself, can't do anything for himself and whats more, if it continues, i'm either going to leave or freak out and kick his ass

You are NOT entitled to free housing, free food, free health care and everything else that goes with it just because you have children without a responsible father. Shut your legs and do us all a favor. Time for this country to STOP THE ENABLING TOXIC BEHAVIOR!! Why should I pay for you? Find your own way. You wanted 4 kids; go work and feed them. You welfare ho's are all parasites on hard working Americans. Get a job or move and get the f. Out!! ENOUGH!!!

First of all, he's a compulsive talker that never stops talking! During break times, most of the workers tend to quietly eat in the break room, watch some TV, and chit chat with each other. This guy never shuts up! Ever! He loudly describes everything that's going on with his life, including his family activities, the stranger that keeps calling his cell phone, his entrepreneurial dreams, inspirations, his military career, and constant complaining about everything! It's not a conversation, it's a long endless lecture. I try getting a sentence in every once in a while, and he cuts me off, continuing to loudly talk about what's on his mind.

Let's go back to his constant complaining. He always whines, and usually it's about his wife. I gotta hear about how she never cooks his meals right, how she never picks the right ingredients, how she attempts to force their child to enjoy multiple cultures of food, and how she never lets him sleep in because both the wife and child want to spend time with him.

During the first month he was here, he always made a big deal out of my lunch. My homemade sandwiches would never have enough meat on them according to his standards, and he was constantly baffled that I never put mayo on them. He would constantly ponder how I could eat a sandwich completely dry while ignoring the cans of soda I always bring.

I remember the day I bought a pizza from the vending machine. The directions said to reheat it for 30 seconds, so I put it in the microwave for 30 seconds. My coworker actually observed what I was doing, exclaimed that I wasn't reheating my pizza long enough, then fiddled with the microwave settings to make it heat longer! I wasn't going to stand for this, so I set it back to 30 seconds.

I remember another moment in the break room. It was a busy day, and between all the people huddled around the microwave area, and all the different kinds of food being reheated, there was a nasty smell on that side of the room. I didn't think too much of it, and went to my seat. My coworker actually accused me of causing that smell! He loudly exclaimed, "It's OK if you forget to take showers, it's easy to lose track of time between sleeping and working, but you need to take showers if you want to smell nice.". This guy is unbelievable. I take showers all the time. The smell was not from me.

What absolutely kills me about this guy is how quickly he abandoned me. All through December he begs me to email him so we can stay in contact outside of work. So during Christmas break, I create a new email account for the sole purpose of talking with this guy. I send him an email, and he flakes on me! I get no responses, and when I returned to work, he found another people to annoying with his talking. That victim sure had a bored expression on his face!

I had two others friends, but I never see them anymore. One of them is constantly out on smoke breaks, and the other got moved to another department. Oh well. I plan on switching jobs anyway. Let's hope I don't run into this annoying coworker ever again.

I started taking action TWO SECONDS after avast! told me about that bullshit and it's ALREADY managed to install over 9000 fucking fake ass "anti-virus" programs that are supposed to make me believe that they just magically popped up on my computer to help me with the "infections" in my fucking steam games. WHAT KIND OF DUMB ASS DO THESE PEOPLE THINK I AM? FOR REAL.

GOD DAMNIT I DON'T WANT TO SPEND 3 DAYS OF MY FUCKING BREAK REMOVING YOUR BULLSHIT YOU COCK-SUCKING HACKERS.

That felt good, thankyou Anger Central!

Increasingly, the knuckle-dragging primates are bringing their yappers onto planes, and the trembling stinkies are allowed to bark continually. Your next flight could be a kennel-in-the-air.

The dogs around here love to squall, scream, and aggressively bellow at birds and squirrels night and day--and their primate owners love them to stink. (This is at odds with primates' appreciation and attachment to their hoses.) The fly population is fruitful and multiplying, teeming upon the earth.

One primate has installed a metal silhouette of a yap-sized round-backed pooping dog in the middle of her front lawn--presumably to celebrate The Dog's most representative, defining, and typical act.

Let's start with the washer. It never washes your clothes properly. My clothes always have this fucking detergent feel to them after I remove them from the machine. I'm so sick of rewashing the shit repeatedly over and over just to get this nasty sticky shit off my clothes.

The dryer sucks balls too. The timer has a goddamn glitch. You try drying your clothes for any time at all, and the timer counts down until the seven minute mark, then the timer is stuck on seven minutes, and the machine runs endlessly until I shut it off.

This equipment completely stopped working once. My family had to call a repair man just so he could replace some shitty parts and get it working as it normally does. Normal being bad quality of clothes washing, just good enough to actually function.

Jesus, why couldn't my family just buy a quality washer and dryer? Just save us all some time and sanity, buy anything but Whirlpool!